Sunday, January 30, 2005


at raffles city haagen daaz.. Posted by Hello

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weixian. somehow he looks kinda alien-ish. :X Posted by Hello

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Saturday, January 29, 2005

softie n big gulp.

i'm such a softie at heart i wonder sometimes if oneday i'll just melt and evaporate. emotional you may call me. but i cry at the smallest things. i cried during finding neverland. there was no big conflict,no heart wrenching romeo-juliet romance.. just the simple innocence of a small boy mingled with a glimmer of adulthood in him that tugged at my heartstrings.
i'm such a softie that i just go awww when my friend tells me what he told a girl.. which really isn't me. shucks.. and i'm only a 3rd party. someone toughen me up a little please.
and softie doesn't just mean melting at sweet things but seriously i think it applies to my immune system as well. the air in the filing room in ttsh is just full of evil germs and probably a whole colony of dust mites. everytime i'm in there i start to have a runny nose and feel absolutely lousy. thats probably why i'm down with a mild cold and which just happens to happily spoil my plans for gym. after surviving tonsilities during the As, i've become humjee... i'm making sure i rest and not fall sick again. as my mum says, i'm falling sick every 2-3 months. bah.
thank goodness being a softie and melting easily doesn't mean disintegrating in the swimming pool. i havn't been swimming seriously for donkey years.. since pri school if i'm not wrong. my flirtations with pool water have always been you know.. just play. so now what i'm left with is a pair of kid's goggles from pri school which unfortunately isn't all that water savvy.. it lets in pool water. and i feel so unfit.. gettin all so breathless in the pool.i probably swallowed quite a bit of ater. oh bah. and my last foray into public pools left me with the impression that they had strong sterile chlorine smells and dirty water.. thankfully not.
i've taken to doin crunches and what not in a desperate attempt to rid myself of a tummy.. ah woe to those who love appearances.

wen at 10:07 AM

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

what if

met up with flor this morning for branch at j8 and i can't believe that we covered the whole j8 in an hour and we only spent 15 bucks on a jacket each. and thats not counting my previous day in town just shopping.. and spending nothing because everything didn't catch my eye. bo-o-ring. then i was off for tennis in the afternoon. the only times i've touched the racquet was during pe lessons both in rj and rg and i was always laughing more than connecting racquet and ball.. or i was just sending balls out of court. but well.. it turned out better than expected.

there are way too many what ifs in life. too many possiblities, too many endings. some things you regret, some things which make you realize how childish you were a few years back and shake your head in wonder.
it suddenly struck me while having a nice long tete-a-tete with a friend at holland v earlier on. a tete a tete that i should have had long time ago.. not only with him but with other close friends as well. makes me realize its only cuz of current circumstances that made me sit up and arrange this meeting. i love quiet places.. just right for talking. none of the hustle and bustle of town and the feeling of the whole world just passing you by. none of the noise which clutters up every single thought process. had an overdue dinner at nydc where i graciously sinned and then went to the second level of delifrance where there was hardly any one. walking through holland v, memories come back.. brekos,nydc,delifrance,thai express,haagan daaz...

wen at 11:47 PM

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Friday, January 21, 2005

hold me. thrill me

its not the first that matters its the last. in life there ain't no guarantee. you want a guarantee? go get yourself a toaster.

wen at 11:14 PM

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starry starry night

you suffered for your sanity..
insanity is ordering so much calamari and stuffing most of it down your throat so as not to waste money and then endingup feeling sick thereafter.
insanity is laughin nonstop at practically nothing much to the amusement of the other person on long trainrides.
insanity is playing xbox with a guy when you've never touched xbox in your life and then laughing hysterically at your hopeless attempts to move around and just trying to look for the other player to shoot him down. and then being endlessly entertained by patrick the starfish's spastic like 'power moves' then being entertained by bikini babes with too high a CG in beach volley as they execute moves with not quite as much wonder at their cupsize.
in short.. i laughed too much and ate too much.

wen at 9:35 AM

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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

fields of gold

i'm a sucker for nostalgia- running round the yishun stadium track at 7 plus at night just taking in the cool, almost cold breeze and i can almost transport myself back to the early morning jogs round the half derelict RJ ghim moh track.and i'll do it from now on, just to hold on to memories and old comfort. just because.
so much for all the occasional dissing.

wen at 9:35 PM

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Monday, January 17, 2005

you belong to me

i like the feeling of chancing upon the past. things which evoke memories.a song over the radio, a letter amongst the many in your box. memories which come rushing back leaving you with a heady adrenaline rush and girlish excitement and glee;those which make you laugh and chuckle; and then there are those which leave a bitter aftertaste. i love opening boxes, finding stuff forgotten in the clutter of everyday life. its the element of surprise and childish wonder that seems so precious to me. mere chance. and somehow all this makes you feel complete, an invisible thread which threads everything together and makes sense of all that is happening.
sometimes all you're ever left with are memories...

wen at 10:46 PM

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Sunday, January 16, 2005

all i ask of you

No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.


Say you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.


Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from you solitude.
Say you want me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.


Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.

Say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me, each night, each morning.


Say you love me...


You know I do.


Love me, that's all I ask of you.
Love me...
that's all I ask of you.


simply a poignant love story.



wen at 11:05 AM

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

show me the money and time

the rest of the photos -here-.
my last post is terribly disjointed but i suppose its just an accurate reflection of a zonked out mind of mine.

its a bright sun shiny day but i'm feeling terribly lethargic. i don't wanna move this sorry ass of mine. but i need to do something about all the pigging out the past few days. to atone for my sinning, i'm going to the gym later on in the day..and run like some insane hamster[ i really look like one in some of my photos]its terribly hard work, just to keep away all those horrible fats.

ever since i started working, i find myself starting to wish that i had 48 hours in a day. i have so many things that i wanna do but i can't find the time. i either find myself too lazy to do anything or the weekend simply can't fit all the activities that i wanna do. and i think i'm becoming a horrid scrooge.. i've such a pathetic sum of money in my bank account that i absolutely refuse to touch it. drawing out 50 bucks yesterday and another 10 to topup my fare card was absolutely heart wrenching. i can just forsee myself guarding my account with those beady eyes.then again maybe not.. when i have 10 thousand in my account 50 bucks would be like peanuts..then again.. i'll just wait for my account to grow. bah.

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marina bay.  Posted by Hello

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Friday, January 14, 2005


da birthday boy and his birthday brownie Posted by Hello

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the sprawling RJ campus Posted by Hello

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with nad at komala's Posted by Hello

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me at work...  Posted by Hello

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in the filing room...  Posted by Hello

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wouldn't it be nice

i've been eating nonstop the past 3 days. i went to the new RJ campus on wed for the first time in my life to collect my cheque and i had great plans to pig out but most unfortunately, the campus was too freaking huge and i got so tired just walking that i wasn't much in the mood to eat. so i happily settled for curry puff from the indian stall and random items from the malay stall.but the ice lemon tea is more expensive now. bah. LT 1 was so damn huge it was scary. but the cool thing was the tables were no longer those tables which would always fall during every single lecture. there was just too much empty space in RJ and too many empty rooms. i wasn't used to it. and why don't i see any goodlooker in the new batch?! ahhh....
but in any case it sure felt good seeing familiar faces and people again. :)

well the main reason why i didn't go ahead with the grand RJ breakfast plan [ i planned to gracefully partake from each stall] was cuz justin was gonna cook lunch for me.. . sadly, he cooks waaaaay better than me. i can cook. sure thing. verbally. well, was duly impressed with his cooking.

met nadia in the evening at east coast for cycling. it was really nice cyling 3 abreast and listenining to nadia and her great escapades in life. i managed to come off the whole cycling trip without falling or scraping myself as what my mum thought. i only had a sore butt.

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it was more food last night at marina bay with the gang of them to celebrate justin's birthday. and i sure pigged out. steamboat, ice cream, cake...i love the fried buns there!!!!!
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so today is your birthday. really hoped you had a wonderful day today! -hugs-
went to tiong bahru for lunch today..cuz justin wanted to visit amanda who's working as a sales promoter for gatsby. then ate at uncle jimmy's grillers. totally pigged out. then there was more cake for justin at work.. not forgetting the picnic by the beach for dinner: spaghetti,bread,brownie, strawberries,white wine, sparkling grape juice.. thank goodness i didn't really spoil the surprise.. thanks alot to max and lim for all the trouble. you guys rock.
i really loved the beach. nice breeze [ in fact i was feeling cold], stars were out, nice singapore skyline and great company..
one day, i'm gonna get married by the beach! dream on.

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Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Oh Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married (we could be married)
And then we'd be happy (then we'd be happy)

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

good night
sleep tight


wen at 11:19 PM

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

spare me.

i couldn't help but roll my eyes at the taupok letter in the forum of today's paper.
ah.. c'mon, i'm sure JC boys aren't tau huay. they won't break so easily.
besides, this has been going on for ages and skinny guys have survived taupoks unscathed.
leave them to be.

wen at 10:04 PM

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Monday, January 10, 2005

19.


I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You


thanks.

wen at 8:41 PM

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Sunday, January 09, 2005

where have all the cowboys gone

its sunday again.. and it means another week has passed.
my msn seems so quiet.. everyone has gone into NS and i'll seriously miss them all. the past week has been spent working, meeting up with people before they disappear into the wilderness of tekong.. [fine, i'm exaggerating].
met up with a few of the 409 gals on fri nite whom i still love to bits at this really cool indian restaurant at excelsior hotel where you eat all you want and give what you like. i.e. it runs on charity which i think is really awesome. it was certainly an experience with funky deco and yummy naan,dahl etc and dessert though i think it was the cause of much flatulence thereafter. was much impressed with fi's corporate getup. [you look really good, gal!] and then just yesterday i saw her in town and she looked really nice in her halter. [no you don't look like a big fat pumpkin u silly poot]. i sorta got updated on the lives of everyone.. and wow we've all grown up. i love just hanging out with them, laughing so much on the train back.. i couldn't care less about how loud we probably were.
these are friends i know i want to keep for life.
i managed to catch meet the fockers yesterday and it was quite funny.. something nice on a cold, rainy dreary day.but i've concluded that town is one big boring place. in any case, i pity my cuz who is hospitalized for tonsilitis. i know her pain and misery... a levels+ tonsilitis= extreme misery.
suddenly my week seems quite a blur. i can't quite remember events in sequence. i've started goin to the gym about 3 times a week.. which at the very least absolves my guilt of regular pigging outs. i've effectively put on a whole lot of weight i'm very sure of that.

wen at 10:33 AM

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Monday, January 03, 2005


takin a break from sucky chinablack music. Posted by Hello

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us. Posted by Hello

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Sunday, January 02, 2005


weixian's tee Posted by Hello

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wonderful a01b Posted by Hello

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Saturday, January 01, 2005

happy(?) new year

its the 1st of jan 2005. another year has ended and its the start to another.
countdown last nite was a rather muted affair flipping channels watching the tsunami crash through everything for the tenth time and watchin mtv isn't exactly the best mix..but its the company that counts really.
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like the class i've had for the past 2 years. for everything that has happened or has not happened, i still love my class. running the risk of sounding mushy, its how different all of us are that makes our class so damn unique. and i hope that the dinner tonite will be fun and memorable. not another of those oh-hi-lets-get-together- and-stone kinda things. a-oh-1-bee.... thanks for the memories.
oh and which is the soccer team that is sponsered by TY [the beannie toys]? cuz i'm still amused by the fact that 11 grown men are running around the field with red hearts in front of their jerseys looking like carebears...

wen at 1:16 PM

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